Maybe you deserve better.

其實不是有個女孩，而是有兩個女孩。
一個出現在之前，一個出現在之後。
姑且，我們叫她之前，也叫她之後。
而他界在之前與之後之間，姑且，我們叫他永遠。
之前出現在永遠之前，在很久以前。
她的笑永遠忘不掉，她的大眼睛永遠忘不掉，
她的聲音永遠忘不掉，她的可愛永遠也忘不掉。
而她給永遠的傷害，永遠也忘不掉。
在很久以前，之前愛上了另一個男孩，她沒告訴永遠

所以永遠一直以為之前依然深愛著永遠。
直到之前的大眼睛裡再也沒有永遠，
再也沒有愛著永遠的光芒閃爍著，
永遠才發現，之前變了。
但永遠看不出之前哪裡變了。
或許是態度變了，或許是語氣變了，
或許是感情變了，或許是整個人都變了。

但永遠不想承認之前變了，因為永遠相信著之前，
他深深的愛著之前。
直到永遠看見之前與另一個男孩，
在永遠所熟悉的那張溫暖的床舖上。

永遠的心在那一剎那間流不出血來，連哭泣的力氣都沒有，

I love movie marathons. Or simply, i love spending time with myself. As in, alone. Well practically, the holidays just ended and we're off to start another dreadful semester. As always, the end of the holidays signifies another semester full of tests. Though there are things to look forward to at times, but still the tests triumphs them all. Not to mention i won't be able to make time for myself after this weekend. Well, let me not be that sadistic from the beginning. Let's talk about happier things!!!

For starters, AVATAR. I know it has been ages but I only managed to watch it a few days ago. It was good but not phenomenal like Titanic (it was directed by James Cameron, the director for the legendary Titanic), and I still preferred the end of the world sort of movie like 2012 than Avatar. Don't get me wrong. It was really good. It's just that I was deeply struck by 2012. The story sets in Pandora, which has a valuable mineral called unobtanium, and it is this unobtanium that attracted the human beings to venture out to Pandora in the quest to exploit the mineral. However, Pandora is inhibited by the Na'vi, and Jake Sully is given the task to infiltrate the Na'vi and get their trust. Finally, Jake understood the ways of the Na'vi and began to develop a certain kind of respect to their culture. And he's torn between his initial mission and his love for the Na'vis.

And not forgetting a sneek peek =)




But then I have a question, isn't Neytiri and Tsu'Tey involved in some sort of engagement-like thingy? Then how come Neytiri can be with Jake?

I've been busy browsing online boutiques these days but i still have some doubts on buying clothes online worrying that it won't fit and all those things. It's a good thing though, being that there's a huge hole in my pocket due to new year shopping. Dresses are love currently and they are really expensive. I've tried a couple that day and 3 of them were simply gorgeous but of course, the price tag made the trick. I would really die for this:



It costs rm140. Sigh.

And last but not least, meet the new love =)



 

Kim Hyun Joong   

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 !!!

This gives me goosebumps. Kobe Byrant as the MVP.



And this too.

 
An overdue post indeed. It was 2 weeks before finals and yet, we decided join the craze and went for the grand prix. So it's a strikethrough on the wishlist as I have longed to go for ages.
We went for the qualifying and also the race day. 100 bucks ticket not wasted at all.



The enthusiastic bunch finally reached the Sepang International Circuit after an hour drive. We could hear the engines all revved up even before we reached and obviously that made us all hyped up!!



Not much happening on Saturday though. However, we managed to explore the place and got our earplugs. Earplugs are essential. It didn't occur to me that they were necessary before that. Not until you get all those PAINFUL goosebumps all over.

Gate 5 which the our gate, as in the gate we all entered for student priced tickets.



And this was what we saw right after. The Ferrari Flags. Which actually costs more than 300 bucks. I would loved to own one myself.



I swear the sky was definitely more beautiful in Sepang.



After the qualifying session, we went to get a glimpse of the pit lanes. Ferrari's pits.



The crowd during the race day. Most of them were foreigners. Not forgetting many HOT foreigners there were.



The drivers first hand!! Kimi was looking down to my disappointment. They were doing a pre-race drivers parade. We can Jenson Button clearly though.



Husband and wife supporting Ferrari and Mclaren variously. Look how rivalry can be put aside for love. Awww.



The sleek Ferrari of Felippe Massa!!!



And Brawn. Striking colour of white with shades of green.



The group. Melvin, Siao Wei, Jessie and ME.



Nearly half way through the race, the sky suddenly turned black. It was always likely to rain in Malaysia during the grand prix, but what followed was totally unexpected. The race was red flagged after 32 laps. Something which I've never observed from my experience as a Formula One fan. Jenson Button who was leading at the moment was crowned the winner. However, he only received half of the full points as they did not complete the race.



We rushed to the grand stand to watch the trophy giving and champagene ceromony on the podium.
This was the best I got. It was CROWDED and I was behind a pole.


 
After everything was over, many weren't satisfy as the race halted half way. Many rushed into the pit lanes and we just followed the pack. And it was totally worth it. We got good close up of the garage and all.





Basically, the whole experience was overwhelming for me. There were advices from friends saying we couldn't really see much of the race but I guess it really depends on where you are sitting. We were sitting in front of the screen so it was like watching at home and our sits had 50% of the track's view. The bonus was we managed to experience the live conditions- the thrills, the disappointment and of course the rain, the crowd and EVERYTHING. I would definitely recommend all fans to try it out. Again next year? I might you know.
A VERY PLEASED ME